YIYING:
I've decided not to hide my true feelings anymore.I know what i wrote at this post will hurt you,but you know i dont want myself to have internal injuries.This is not a criticising post but a post that i feel i should let you know how others think about you.
I'm kind of irritated by you already,so that is why i dont answer your call or reply your message. Are you sure you didnt seemed to notice anything unusual about us?
Anyway at first i did pity you,being 'bullied' by others,so i side you,but slowly i find you a little irritating.You liked to sms in me middle of the night,especially when i'm studying and your messages just destroy my studying mood.
During that blogwar you said that the posts werent even saying about amelia and she's just self-admitting and you find her very lol,but do you know you're actually doing the same thing as her.
You sms me just now telling me that limhong wrote about you in his blog,i went to asked for his blog url from other people and then i went to view his blog. Hello,i know its obvious that most probably the person he was saying is really you,but did he even state your name there?! No right,and you used to tell me that you're a christian so you'll always be optismistic,but you're not. If you're really that optismistic,you won't even bother about how others say about you.If you dont bother what others think about you,then well stop stalking them. You always stalked those people who dislike you,why find more trouble for yourself.Dont tell me whenever one person criticise you on their blog,you'll complain to the teachers or mr singh,if you keep complaining,sooner or later they'll find it childish too.
I happened to stumbled upon one of your post,saying what christian shouldnt use words like 'fuck','bitch' etc , but looked at your jollyfoll-y's last post (the last post or whatever before you change to private blog),you've used those words didnt you.
You must be wondering since when i've turned into this type of person.I shall tell you the answer now.The day where i really cannot stand you already was this monday,the day that you sent me the message asking me to accompany you into the school.I dont know why you would asked me to accompany you into the school,maybe its because you felt lonely(?!) to walk in alone or what,but what i think its different from you.
Anyway you know how to say people copycat and stuff,but do you know that you're copying other people too.You're used words that they normally will use,sometimes you post about the same catagory of thing that someone else did.You said yifang's blog got lots of grammar mistakes or what,so does you,you know.I admit even i do make grammar mistakes.Unless you're a perfect person,if not please stop criticising others.
I mean like because of you,i've lost some of my friends,all of them are giving me cold shoulders. You may be there for me when i first knew that yifang&jeeling hates me,when i got to know that nabilah is afraid that she will lost me .......
but from what i heard and stuff,it just seems like you added some stories into it.Jeeling and yifang that thing,i cant confirm which side is telling the truth but nabilah that thing,i can confirm that some of the thing she didnt said.Maybe you're just being a nice person by helping us to save back this friendship,well i wont blame you for this.
&& the most absurd thing is you sms me telling me that that blogseller say i 'act blur,cb'.I went to confront that seller already,she said that she doesnt even know your sister at all,she told me that she knew your sister on that day where you asked me to sms her. This thing is like so dot dot dot. I really have no comment to it. Maybe that seller really did said that,who knows right.
I think by the time you read until here,you may feel like crying or what,i dont give a damn okay.
If you still dont change your attitude,you'll lose all your friends!I can tell you straight you've already lost some.
I am sorry it hurts,but you just have to accept the fact.